Home is a name, a word, it is a strong one; stronger than
magician ever spoke, or spirit ever answered to, in the strongest
conjuration.
~ Charles Dickens
~ Charles Dickens
In August, I’m participating in BlogHer’s
Blogging Challenge. The theme this month
is: Hot.
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his land is haunted.
Over thirty years of
memories linger here. Childhood’s tears
soak the earth; ghostly laughter dances with the summer wind; ripening apples,
pears, and peaches of years past scent the air, and you shiver as a phantom cat
brushes up against your bare leg.
This land is haunted. And those are just my memories.
With a house as old as
this one, there are decades of memories living in its very bone structure. Someone died alone in this room, this room
had only a dirt floor. Union and Confederate feet alike marched through the
trees, and through the cornfields. Lovers
loved, fought, cried, and made up.
Families grew, fought, moved away and left the imprint of their emotions
on every inch of board, bone, and speck of dirt that we now call home.
This land is haunted. And it has claimed me.
Some days I embrace it
as the perfect home. Just enough land to
live on, but not enough to kill me with the upkeep. Not in the city or in town, but not an
impossible distance away. Living here,
both my introvert side and my extrovert side are happy.
But on other days, I
long for more seclusion, more acreage.
Wish my support system of close friends all lived fifteen to twenty
minutes away instead of an hour or more.
On those days, no one is happy: neither the introvert nor the extrovert. On those days, I read.
I walk.
I garden.
I breathe.
And smell the apples
and the pears. Hear the laughter of the
trees. Watch dragonflies play tag among
the tomatoes and the zinnias. Feel the
dew and the soft grass beneath my bare feet.
And remember where my soul belongs.
And the claim this
haunted patch of earth has on me.
Oremus pro invicem,
~ Mikaela
One’s
childhood home can have an incredible pull on the psyche ~ for good or
ill. What claim does your childhood home
have over you? If you’re a military
brat, was there a specific place you lived as a child that holds more nostalgia
for you?
