I am what I think you think I am.
~ Robert Bierstedt
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or years I believed I was lazy, unfocused, stupid, scatter-brained, and perhaps a little ADD. I would sit and try to focus on a task, but one sentence, one word, and my mind immediately made ten different associations. And those ten led to ten ideas each. And so on.
Then I found out that I had a higher than average IQ.
Ok, so what? The knowledge of my brain capacity didn’t help me feel any less stupid. Why couldn't I just follow directions? It’s simple, stupid ~ just go from A to B to C to get to D. It didn’t matter if I reached the correct conclusion or answer just by looking at the problem; I had to show the steps I had taken to get there. But that only led to heart-scarring angst for a pupil who longed to please, and frustrated teachers who saw great potential, but were not educated about personality types and the different ways children learn. As hard as I tried, I couldn’t tell them how I got the answer, I just knew.
The Crystal Ball, J.W. Waterhouse |
Add “smart-ass” to my list of labels.
Many moons later, I was given the Myers-Briggs personality test and discovered that I was an iNtuitive. And that I was among only 1% of the population.
A whole new life opened up for me.
I continued to dance to my own music, but this time with a freedom and confidence I had never known. Finally, I could be at peace with my identity/personality. Now, that doesn't mean that I don't feel lazy and unfocused at times, but now I have a context. I understand how my brain – both the neocortex (sometimes called the rational brain) and the limbic system (commonly called the emotional brain) works and how I uniquely process and use the information I take in.
Consequently, I could also now be more patient with others with different personalities. Just like I lived with the mismatched labels that had been stuck on me, the other fifteen personality types also had mismatched labels that I had given them.
Sensitives still manage to get on my nerves ~ patience is not one of my virtues. But with my new-found knowledge, I no longer view them as slow and stupid; rather, I recognize that they are more detail-oriented and methodical, two strengths which I don’t always tap into.
Sensitives still manage to get on my nerves ~ patience is not one of my virtues. But with my new-found knowledge, I no longer view them as slow and stupid; rather, I recognize that they are more detail-oriented and methodical, two strengths which I don’t always tap into.
And I’m still a smart-ass.
But now I’m a confident and creative one!
Oremus pro invicem,
~ Mikaela
Next week, we look a little deeper into an iNtuitive’s so-called faults and how to use them to unlock creativity. In the meantime, share with us: were you mis-labeled? How did you cope? And what led you to realize your gifts and strengths?
3 comments:
Loved this post. It's a great encouragement for us to find our way outside of the "box" created for us.
I wanted to write, but because I did well in school and on standardized tests I was always pushed into Math, etc. In college, I chose to get an English Minor and Business/Finance degree. My business teachers asked why I'd ever take English and my English teachers wanted to know why I would be in Math/Business. Funny.
It's nice, isn't it, to suddenly discover yourself!
Tia ~ how funny, but not ha-ha funny! Kudos to you for going for what you wanted even though neither side understood it! And you have the best of both worlds: the ability to write beautifully and the business know-how to market it! ;)
Annette ~ it so is!
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